i just want to disappear right now. she keeps calling me names and remind me how useless i am. i know that im a piece of shit and i try not to kill myself because of it. i know, i know, i know. to you it maybe not be anything offensive but for me its a poisonous knife stabbing through my flesh. it hurts a lot, although its nothing physical it hurts in the inside. i know im not a good person so please stop telling me again and again. i beg.